Why January was the worst and best month of my life

  • Ajoutée 11 févr. 2019
  • January was one of the best, but also worst, months of my life. Not because of the copyright drama, but because someone I was very close to passed away suddenly. I think it's important to show it's not always parties and fun events that happen each month. I hope you all enjoyed the better moments of this vlog like the NYE Party, watching me eat yummy food and travel to Florida to stream Fortnite at the NFL Pro Bowl 😀
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Commentaires • 4 683

  • Pokimane
    Pokimane  Il y a 7 mois +1547

    hi friends, thanks so much for all the love on this video & throughout this month, it's really meant the most because it was when i needed it the most 💖 I donated all of the money (plus some of my own money) from the stream where I spoke about my friend passing away, if you'd like to support a good cause then I'll link where to donate below

    • Ian Tube 800
      Ian Tube 800 Il y a 9 jours

      Pokimane don’t cry poki it’s okay they don’t now what they say you are the best and all love you becuse you are the most nice person in the world

    • Robert Hocker
      Robert Hocker Il y a mois

      I hope your future will be the absolutely best of all...

    • Joseph Pavao
      Joseph Pavao Il y a 2 mois

      Your so nice that you make it like stuff

    • Vale Guillen
      Vale Guillen Il y a 6 mois

      Can you add me pokimane

  • jordan lazo
    jordan lazo Il y a 3 jours

    Hey poki i want to first off by saying he are strong for confronting this lost you had with the public a lot of streamer would just tweet and say they need sometime away from streaming but you felt like us fans need to know about what happening in your life even though we don't need to with which to me make me happy to see you care for us like family or close to it. And second i cry to hear about you friend it was tough and it hit me hard to see you like this cause of the fact you kinda inspirational to a lot of people and maybe save a lot of people lives cause you care about your fan base with your joy and cheery emotion but this side only hurt more cause i know how hard it was for you that day cause after the or before that story you more then likely help someone or made someone day and i know I'm late but stay strong and keep up what you are doing

  • Ian Tube 800
    Ian Tube 800 Il y a 9 jours

    But sorry for yogur friend i now it was sad for you and i fe eel sad Wen you cry

  • raoof qays
    raoof qays Il y a 26 jours


  • Lisa101 05
    Lisa101 05 Il y a mois

    Hi poki, i know i am commenting very very late but i want you to know that you can always share your problems with us because some people really care about you especially me❤ and i want you to be happy😘... and have a life full of peace and love and no matters what happens i will always support you and love you!!!❤❤❤ WE LOVE YOU POKKKIIIIIII!!!💖❤💖 ( i know i don't have a lot of chance that you gonna see this but i just wanna to write this for you and show my support and love....❤❤❤

    JUSTFORBANTS*init* Il y a mois

    I am sorry for your loss Imane

  • Strahinja Krstic
    Strahinja Krstic Il y a 2 mois

    Its that time of the month

  • Steven Payan
    Steven Payan Il y a 2 mois

    Don't feel bad cuz 4 of my family members pass away on one year

  • Esteban Harle
    Esteban Harle Il y a 2 mois +1

    I'm frenchhhhhh

  • Liam. WestStevens138
    Liam. WestStevens138 Il y a 2 mois

    i no how you fill i have lost a dear freand and familly meberr i have bean kicked out off my dads house and now at my mums i have anted to comit somthjing no one should do (suiced because i thouht it was my falt so what ever you do think of the great things in life and all ways no that were hjere for you

    ATRRIX Il y a 2 mois

    Hey Poki. I heard in your live stream of Erika that this year you’ve had to lose 2 people this year and you’ve never like lost anyone important before yet you lost 2 this years. I just wanna day that I’m exactly like you. This year I’ve lost 2 important people in my life and I have never lost anyone. I wanna day I’m sorry for your loss. I learned this year that you can’t avoid this. You have to confront it. You can’t face this alone even if you want to. It’s harder to face it alone. So we’re here for you, Poki

  • Rewind Silenced Snipe
    Rewind Silenced Snipe Il y a 2 mois

    I'm sorry to her that poki but stay strong like you always do and you'll get through the it cause I believe in you😊

  • offsetmicrobe43
    offsetmicrobe43 Il y a 2 mois

    January is your worst month
    My birthday is in january😭😭
    AAA, I saw the hole video, sorry for that, we love you

  • Louis Chen
    Louis Chen Il y a 2 mois

    January 23 was the day before my birthday!

  • Nöt Firśt
    Nöt Firśt Il y a 3 mois

    Poki I know how you feel u can never forget but you can still be strong❤️

  • Barbie Sanchez
    Barbie Sanchez Il y a 3 mois

    I hats you so much fat oversized chicken and your life streaming sucks everybody been talking about you idiot some FRcliprs noob

  • ITS AtomicAvacado
    ITS AtomicAvacado Il y a 3 mois

    “ I’m a streamer not an actor I can’t ACT like I’m happy all the time”

  • n3pptunes
    n3pptunes Il y a 3 mois


  • Florian Bartsch
    Florian Bartsch Il y a 3 mois

    I'm pretty sure youll be fine. As long as you don't hit the 30, everything will be fine. ( Looking next to me:"That was okay, right?" GF: "Yes, pretty motivating...*rolling eyes*." )

  • Connor Crick
    Connor Crick Il y a 3 mois

    To think that a amazing and friendly person like poki had to go thru this is pain full wen I saw this I was mad that a nice and friendly person was broken just made my day very bad 😞

  • Tracy Gonzales-Handy
    Tracy Gonzales-Handy Il y a 3 mois +1

    I want to hug you like a marshmallow .

  • B1gg3st Blu3s Fan
    B1gg3st Blu3s Fan Il y a 3 mois

    Sorry for your loss, we hope the best for you and that you are ok

  • Blade Runner
    Blade Runner Il y a 3 mois

    I like you, stay strong ignore the jealousy it comes with success. Pace yourself, be kind to yourself & remember your awesome!✨😎🌈🙏😎🤙🌈✨✨✨✨✨


    Wtf someone in chat said y u crying bozo the disrespec

  • fortnite العراب
    fortnite العراب Il y a 3 mois

    why you crane

  • fortnite العراب
    fortnite العراب Il y a 3 mois


  • CaMe CrEw
    CaMe CrEw Il y a 4 mois

    I was born in January but I was supposed to be born in March

  • Yuri Reyn
    Yuri Reyn Il y a 4 mois

    Poki can you play pubg mobile

  • Yuri Reyn
    Yuri Reyn Il y a 4 mois

    I love you poki

  • THANOID Goodrr then thanos

    January is my birth day Jan. 31st

  • Tsaski D13
    Tsaski D13 Il y a 4 mois

    Man poki will use anything to get some sympathy.

  • Fatima Aloidi
    Fatima Aloidi Il y a 4 mois


  • German Mora
    German Mora Il y a 4 mois +2

    Hey ur friend would know that U would make him proud

  • Poulet Kfc
    Poulet Kfc Il y a 4 mois


  • tk pow3r
    tk pow3r Il y a 4 mois

    Great content when u cry

  • Craig Schreckenghaust
    Craig Schreckenghaust Il y a 4 mois

    we love you Poki!!!

  • Charlotte Schmidt
    Charlotte Schmidt Il y a 4 mois +1

    you now how much we sepport you dont cry that will make us cry

  • Lẹm Best
    Lẹm Best Il y a 4 mois +5

    Love you 🖤🖤 from Vietnam 😘

  • DarkSkinSophomore
    DarkSkinSophomore Il y a 4 mois

    You look a lil like my girlfriend

  • DeSean Rice
    DeSean Rice Il y a 4 mois

    Don't cry

  • DeSean Rice
    DeSean Rice Il y a 4 mois +1

    I feel really bad because my birthday is January 10

  • Dino
    Dino Il y a 5 mois

    I hope that people will wise up and realize that u r going through something hard.

  • Dino
    Dino Il y a 5 mois

    Hey I’m really sorry to hear that ur friend died

  • Abdelkarim Gaming
    Abdelkarim Gaming Il y a 5 mois

    pokiman you are a moslima?

  • Developer Squad
    Developer Squad Il y a 5 mois

    Poki you are the best and I will always support you.

  • s6ui ALruwili.
    s6ui ALruwili. Il y a 5 mois


  • SuperJae
    SuperJae Il y a 5 mois

    No one really cares

  • Da Kid020508
    Da Kid020508 Il y a 5 mois

    I understand her pain because I’m only 11and my dad died so it’s rough but you will get though it trust me

  • HYDR0_R0D 1
    HYDR0_R0D 1 Il y a 5 mois

    Its a new year and you will get older and its a new year and new u

  • alirxghib 10
    alirxghib 10 Il y a 5 mois

    the thing with beans its loubia

    I NEVER HAD MY NIGWARD Il y a 5 mois

    10:38 free bobby shmurda

  • Its 10gogarza
    Its 10gogarza Il y a 5 mois

    I love you pokimane

  • GuardianVerse Products
    GuardianVerse Products Il y a 5 mois

    Well, your friend dying, well, the only thing certain in life is death, and it’s not death we’re afraid, the process of dying. Oh god, people die, though I might not be prepared for my death, nor have you, maybe, but your friend, might go to Heaven, Hell, but I’m sure she/he will be in heaven, but if I’m in hell, you except me to go to heaven by begging God? No, but when you’re dead, you start a new life, a new body doesn’t start with reproduction (sex but not gender) well, you will need it in order for the soul to find the body, but while your soul try’s to find it, sleep, your asleep, dead sleep, so leave yourself, if your a ghost, leave when you want, you need to rest, this does not go to Imane but to 7 Billion people in this world, though ISIS (those people who’ve been bombing my country and others because they think God want that, there Arab though) is digging a way to hell indeed, but R.I.P Imane’s Friend, sleep well, oh and she/he is waiting for you Imane to follow her, from how I’ve seen you you are going to Heaven, I mean I’m not The Holy Bible nor am I God or Jesus Christ, but it’s my opinion, have a good life Imane, and your friend in the afterlife.

  • Charlie Fane
    Charlie Fane Il y a 5 mois

    We all bin through it. We are Al here. My family member gied on remberance day😭😭😭😭😭😭

  • CadenBarfield
    CadenBarfield Il y a 5 mois

    That face u make when ur in her video lmao I'm the guy in the grey sweatshirt in the background of her stream rip

  • aka Nitro
    aka Nitro Il y a 5 mois +1

    I am so sorry emone (srry if I spelt that wrong). I know what your going through, losing someone in your life who means so much to you. I can’t lie to you and say I didn’t feel sad and I ended up crying during this video. I would rather not speak about what happened during the year of 2018, however I just wanted to know I feel for you.

  • Joshua Garcia
    Joshua Garcia Il y a 5 mois +2

    Got to keep ya head up🙁🙏🏽❤️

  • Catfish sensei
    Catfish sensei Il y a 5 mois

    Just how low can u stoop
    Using a dying person for views

  • ASL Fortnite
    ASL Fortnite Il y a 5 mois

    Sorry poki

  • Bella Lol
    Bella Lol Il y a 5 mois +1

    Poki need to make Merch like if u think!